& this is what I would say to you...& you...

1. I love you & all, but you don't get to tell me how to run my life. That's why it's MY life.
2. You don't get a say in this situation. You don't even know the half it.
3. Take your negativity elsewhere. I don't appreciate it.
4. We got this. Believe it or not. (:
5. This is no longer about you, it's about performing.

Get it? Got it? Good.

(:

Oh, you make me smile.
I less than three you.

The Way I Lie

Well....*drum roll*
I lied to myself about how I felt the entire time. A majority of the previous blogs contain content I put in with the intent of convincing myself that I absolutely hated you. Well...we know that's not true. Please, don't turn away from me. Truth is: I need you like a basketball player needs his ball or like a theatre geek needs a stage.
Get my point? I hope so. (: I will make this work. WE will make this work.

Today...

It felt real. I absolutely loved it. If we keep going like this...I know we could make it work.

Well gee...

Thanks a lot, pal. You suck.

& then again...

I was wrong. I could not push you out of my mind. So here we are. I'm happy with this...For now. I hope I can fix what I need to fix.

...Just a little turbulence

So yesterday I talked to you and it was hell. Just sayin'. If you didn't act like that we might actually be able to make this friendship thing work. Ya never know. Thankfully, Bowling for Soup took a few minutes to be serious and get me through it. [Say a prayer and close your eyes. It's just a little turbulence.] & then they reminded me of everything I once thought by reminding me of that friendly goodbye. Ha. HA.

I miss that rugrat ^^^ and the other two of course (: I just love his face in this picture. Ya know how some people say it's their family that keeps them going? Well, I'm lucky enough to have that and plus some . AKA "My kids." <3 Despite all the turbulence, those awesome Turkey Ridge people keep me goin'.

I wrote you a letter...

& guess what?

YOU'RE ACTUALLY GETTING THIS ONE.

So far away

I miss you bunches. 36 Days. I'm excited no matter what the outcome of all of this will be.

Future career. You are also very far away. This is not ok.
Bring on the bridezillas!

College...Wait, what?

Holy monkies! I've been at college for 3 weeks and haven't written. So here are some random blurbs.

-The drama? That's done with. I don't need you and your five year old antics.
-Tuesdays? The beginning of that day starts with a heaping bowl of "that one."
-NATS. Be prepared to be conquered. I am PUMPED!
-My dorm room looks like a hippi exploded and was bleeding rainbows and tie dye. It's amazing (:
-I miss making ice cream for people ):
-Poetry. Ahh. It flows.
-The Band Perry. My current obsession. Fabulous.
-Peace. Love. & Daises...they're still my thing. <3